ii started smokingg weed when ii was like 12ish.. started to deal a bit and a mate of mine made pills for me like eccyss and shit. it was pretty sweet and ii was alwayss off my face, cos ii live in a place where thats all everyone does.scoringg any drug in my suburb is like finding a mullet at a monster truck convention; its easy as shit. ii had a speed based ecstasy when ii was at a partyy and iid been smokingg weed all day and night as usual. i spaced out pretty badly-ii was neither here or there, juss very distant and pretty scared.now when ii dont have any drugss on me i dnt get angry or violent, but itss as if my mind is no longer connected to my body anymore.ii find myself thinking random things that make no sense or iill be doing sumthing without realising it.sometimes i space out to another place and then when i snap back into reality its the scariest thing,and this happens to me when im sober.the thing was everyone at my school found out wat i was doing when i was smashd in class and long story short,after a year of hell i had to move schools. my advice is, if your gonna do drugss,dont let ppl find out.and if you do take drugss, be prepared to take them all the time and not to stop,cos wen you do its the trippiest,most confusing and scary thing ever.oh and dont do drugss when your 14such as myself.
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Since the 14th January 2008